B-day

hey, it's my b-day today. i dont hv any plan to celebrate it. i just bought lotsa of great stuffs for myself.
hey at least i got something to enjoy my teenager-hood(lol). im officially 22 years old rite now. im a year older( thank god + n my parent : im born on december) n a year mature( is it so?). n im sure life will be much more harder ahead. but im enjoying life!!!
anyway, i suppose to host a wed this afternoon but im not sure if i can do it. ya know. i dont really use to talk infront of many ppls talking about wd or this n that. its just not my thing. i just hoping someone care to replace me.
hmmm...what am i going to dp wth life???/

TUGAS...di raya ke-2

he he baru raya ke-2, aku dah turun town, jalan-jalan. sbnrnya, aku di sini ada tugas penting, membeli hadiah2(jum 55) untuk acara sukaneka esok hari(raya ke-3). aku yg ditugaskan untuk meguruskan semua hal sukaneka esok n jadi MC untuk malam kemuncak "RAJUNAH IDOL" esok.
just wish me luck, and ALL THE BEST to me....

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

he he i was da imam last nite, when i heard da announcement of hari raya was "ESOK HARI".
gembira gila sbb mmg nak agak yg raya ari ni so semua dah prepare habis-habisan. then laungan takbir bergema...

pagi
bangun, pi mandi sunat raya kat sungai
pi masjid n performed solah
bersalaman dgn mak n keluarga
ziarah kubur
tolong nenek siapkan makanan(traditional foods: pinjaram,ketupat, palas) plus biskut2 raya

11 up
start dgn rumah yg paling jauh - mck lasiyah - mck imah - akak atie(brenti lama kat sini sbb hujan lebat) - pck amzar - mck faridah.
aku tak sempat nak rasa biskut2 sbb every houses ada lauk2 yg berbeza2 n sedap2. so aku try semua(skit2)

4 pm
aku tido'

8 pm
gi jalan2 round ke -2. maknanya makan, makan and more makan.

4 am
sakit perut ha ha

-banyak lagi rumah tak pegi ni...

Jealous!!!

lukisan, grafik etc merupakan benda2 yg sll best untuk aku. juga merupakan senarai minat aku yang paling atas. tapi aku betul2 kekurangan masa untuk mereka bentuk w/pun sedikit hasil yang ringkas. sibuk sangat ke? aku takut satu hari nanti aku kehilangan antara benda2 yang dikira aku berbakat akannya.
cemburu!! melihat kawan2 yg sudah maju selangkah(berlangkah2) tapi aku masih melutut di sini. tanpa berbuat apa2 pada kelebihan itu.

( i love writing too...^^ this is my own writing style)

Losing figure!!

tlg jgn terkejut kalau aku cakap yg my diet plan n exercise routine sbnrnya tak berfungsi. hasilnya badan aku bukan semakin mantap but i gained size to 31 from 29. ahh...plus i really have a bad hair style. i dunno what to do with it!!! ahh...!!!

Champions League dah start!!!

BEST!!!(aku dah tulis pjg2 tapi terdelete)ahhh
more UEFA.com

Fun Time : Beach Party!!

wow, bestnya bila kena invite pegi makan2 dan mandi2 kat pantai. dah lama tak pergi(actually br 2 minggu lepas pun kena jenput pi jugak). so aku apa lagi peluang nak pegi bukan sll ada. aku ON je. so, the location was "Pantai Emas" w/pun jauh tapi puas hati sbb pantai dia bersih, luas dan langsung takde orang. wow.. i got a chance to play with da wave with some of my buds. wow..it was fun!!!
w/pun kitaorg yg muda-mudi terpaksa panggang ayam dulu. makan time...perut full sbb ada 3 family(tak termasuk kitaorg yg bujang trang-tang2 la(masing2 bawa makanan banyak2) so bila kumpul, macam nak buat kenduri kawin pula.. but anyway, the foods were great..
then kitaorg main bola, buat istana pasir, main board, tangkap ketam then mandi manda sepuas2nya. next time nak datang lagi kat sini!!!!!
sblm balik rumah, singgah mandi kat sungai utk me"neutralkan" kemasinan kitaorg.

mother-tongue

ah.. amu aku karati do momoros do e bahasa di tama ku. mulo!!! ha ha nu nopo boroson ku ti. << that's it!! iri no aratian ku.

girlfriend..girlfriend

Can i see your GF photo? do you miss her so much? is she beautiful? how's your gurl?. These are some of the qs i have to deal with ppls everyday. They're asking me of something i don't have YET. as usual, my answer is simple : NO, i dont have anyone special, nope nope NO GF. They were like what? no, no you must be kidding. then "i'm serious". 'Guy like you should have one, ehh look at you, cant believe you' almost the same respones i got from everybody else around me.
Yes i am 21 years old(big boy already) and i want to have one(2,3 or more mebbe.ha ha ha). it's just i dont want to....YET.Why? there are lotsa more important things ive to 'accomplish' before i jump into this lovey-dovey relationship. i want to posses eveything (money, love, time) before i open my heart to any girl. im no girl-hater(means gay) or set a high particular taste to find gurl of my dream. im just want to live my life alone for couple more years.
My dream gurl? tell ya next!!!
Till then, let just say Alicia Silverstone is actually waiting for me at home, every single day...in my room ha ha ha!!

Self-employment & Mandarin

One of the biggest reason why i returned to my hometown was in hope to find a suit jod here. kinda tired of living and working surrounding by monstrocity things , away from family and quarelling conflict every single day. so i decided to go home but yeah, still hard to land into any job.
My first thought was it could be much more easier by having all these qualifications(skills,training) to you know just come to an interview and hear somebody says "congrats, you're hire"
Cant really blame on rivalry coz we live in a competition world. everyting is a race. it just something "missing", and in my case, it's the ability to speak mandarin. Well, i know french & arabic(lil but still useless) coz most employers here in my place need someone who can speak fluently in malay, english and mandarin. i dont really have any clue why mandarin is so important here but every job vacancy i saw advertise on n'paper. mandarian is compulsory.
Mebbe that's why i'm trying hard to learn em. and also the reason why i opened my very own food outlet. just in case, as a back up plan when everything turns down.

GREEN DAY WINNERS

>>aku menang la...(from my email i got last week)

HELLO..
CONGRATULATIONS ON WINNING THE GREEN DAY CONTEST! ;)

The Best 3 entries to win an American Idiot Limited Edition
album, witha bonus VCD of music videos and the making
of Boulevard of Broken Dreamsand Holiday plus an imported
Green Day stress ball are:

1. RACHEL HARGREAVES
2. AU YONG JOO KEN
3. MOHD NOOR IZMAN JALIUN

The 10 entries to win American Idiot Limited Edition album,
with abonus VCD of music videos and the making of Boulevard
of Broken Dreams and Holiday are:

1. LIM HUEI TSUEN
2. LIM WAI SHEN
3. LIM DONG QUAN
4. LAURALYN SILVA
5. HASHVINI KALAIARSAN
6. MOHD KHAIRUL ANUAR
7. NOOR ADZRAH RAMLE
8. NUR SYUHADA
9. WEYSON PANG WEI SHENG
10. NUR ATINA BT. ABDULLAH

THE PRIZES WILL BE DELIVERED TO YOU BY WARNER MUSIC
WITHIN TWO WEEKS TIME, SO PLEASE WAIT BESIDE YOUR MAILBOX.
IF NOT, PLEASE NOTIFY ME VIA EMAIL .. OKAY?

THAT'S ALL ... ENJOY!

REGARDS,
SHUHAIDAH SAHARANI

saja!!!

Malas btol nak post, so aku post je artwork aku yg dulu2

Business Level...mebbe NOT...yet!!

malas lak nak tulis, br je lepas tutup kedai tgh hari tadi!!!
sorry..to myself!!:p

New Fever

Forget Felix, mawi and the rest. coz they were like so over.AF3, ahh i had enuff.
now we're talking about Rooney, ronaldo, nisterlrooy, alan smith..(all MU: ha ha ha).
yup, EPL season 05-06 kick-off this month. ha ha, more football story then and less time to sleep. :P

Arhh.. where's da sky?

okay..no haze here in KB.but the weather condition is bad as too many farmers taking advantage of this hot day to "berhuma".yeah malas dgn cuaca yg panas cam ni, dah hampir bbrp hari tekak aku ni rasa kering je. kalau macam tu je takpe tapi ni kena minum banyak kali then rasa pedih pula.arhh..harap2 la, 2-3 hari everything will be just ok kan?

Surprise Visit!!!

it always my routine to do "jumping rope" infront my house every 5pm. i have to do it everyday to 'redeem" my weight back. yeah as you know, i ate too many things since my return here 2 weeks ago.
i was counting my jump, 100, 205, 406 then i saw this silver-metallic kancil approached my lawn yard(ohh its that u call it). i thought it was my uncle whom coming for the "terap" but i was totally wrong. he was my buddy!!my school mate alter-ego!!terkejut badak, lagi2 bila kawan yg dtg sama ngan dia tu adalah lelaki yg sama dtg masa saya kursus buat bun dulu. ha!!! betul lah kata org dunia ni kecil!!!rupa2nya org tu saudara dia!!!
sorry sbb tak jemput dorang masuk dlm rumah(actually buat air pun tidak) as we just sat outside and started talking.everyone was busy at the time(AF3 Final concert is still 2 hours to go). so...dlm tempoh masa yg singkat tak sempat nak cite2 apa2, cadang nak jumpa kat KFC the next day!!!>>>>>>

Bun Story Finale : Farewell Bun and Akademi Fantasia.

hari ini last day buat bun, tapi hari ini yg paling memenatkan sekali sbb kena uli pakai tgn.ohh i prefer beli mesin yg beribu dari buat guna tangan. yelah bilik yg 2 hr sblm ni sunyi bertukar jd tmpt perang pula. kena baling adunan tu lebih kurang 1 jam guna tangan sampai jadi doh yg lembut. tangan pun dah jadi kebas2. mmg penat nasib baik buat ramai2 boleh la lepas geram sambil ketawa.
ptg tu pegawai dr kementerian dtg, utk perasmian.as u know, bila ada majlis macam ni,ucapan mesti yg boring2. tapi bijak2 gak pegawai tu bila dorang pandai selitkan unsur2 lawak..ala ala felix.:p
lupa nak beritau, yg kursus ni khas utk belia kat KB tapi seramai 35 peserta, yg pastinya yg betul2 belia cuma dlm >< 10 orang.the rest.."beliau2".
sepanjang kursus ni tak lari dari cerita2 ttg akademi fantasia and celio. i can say famous word "AFUNDI FELIX" hampir disebut setiap masa.
apa2 pun kursus sebegini mmg BEST!!!!

Bun Story Part II : Bun, Bun, more bun and Cake

lebih kurang macam semalam cuma hari ni lebih rilex sbb lepas buat satu baru sambung buat jenis bun yg satu lagi.then petang kami diajar buat cake sponge n cream..wah tak sangka kek2 yg kat kedai yg lazat, cantik dan mahal tu rupa2nya senang je nak buat.
here some of the bun recipes i did so far...
1.bun polo
2.bun blackcherry/epal/peach/orange
3.bun bluberry
4.egg twist
5.bun butter bilk
6.bun piza hotdog
7.bun hotdog
8.macam2 lagi sampai tak ingat nama dia

hmm lepas ni boleh buka kedai la...
sapa nak ORDER>>Bagitau...

Bun Story Part I : Day 1

Perasaan pertama saya bila nak pi tempat kursus tu mmg takut but i just pretended everything will be ok. yelah, kita brada ditmpt yg tiada sorg pun yg kita kenal(well except my aunt) yg pegi sama2 ngan aku. banyak soalan, apa nak buat? apa yg aku nak cakap? n yg paling ptg ada lelaki lain ke yg pegi kursus yg hanya menarik minat kaum hawa tu.
cuak giler masa nak masuk dewan kursus tu nasib baik la...(org2 kat situ kira aku dah kenal la...kwn pejabat makcik aku) n nasib baik ada sorg lg lelaki lain yg dtg lebih awal. fuhhh..selamat.
then next move, "making friend".sbnrnya awal2 lagi aunt aku bgtau yg one of my old classmate pun dtg utk ikut kursus tu but i expect nuthing much to talk with her as she is this kind of typical egoistic girl. but yeah we did talk...since she and i were in a same group.
sbnrnya tak kisah sgt ttg nak cari kawan sbb mmg lumrah tapi bila bab kena angkat barang tu yg takut tu jadi geram.yelah hanya ada 2 lelaki, kena pula pekerja(cikgu yg ajar kurusu tu la) semua perempuan. mau tak mau kena la tolong. belum start lagi dah kena berpeluh..bayangkan kena angkat oven(industri bun punya oven)yg bagak giler ada 3 biji pastu angkat pula mesin uli yg paling berat. kena lagi aku yg paling besar dr the other guy so i did most of the job.he he penat.
tapi takpe...pengalaman baru,Marah..simpan aje la dulu!!!
then the course start, uli2 tepung, bakar simply like that la..tapi repeated over 20 times sbb kita org buat banyak jenis.2 kali rehat, 2 kali makan sedar tak sedar masa dah pukul 4.30ptg.bun2 yg kita org buat kena bawa balik.beg hitam aku yg kosong tu jadi sendat dgn bun2 tu..
apa2 pun day 1 of making fun was fun , tiring but i learnt a lot!!!malam tu, satu family aku,kenyang dgn bun.BUN Buaatan aku sendiri...BANGGANYA!!!!

Rebut Peluang!!!

He he baru je menge"pos" surat2 permohonan kerja. harap2 antara(berjuta2 surat).actually, sepuluh pun tak sampai.sekurang2nya ada 1-2 yang sangkut w/pun hanya panggilan untuk temuduga. sebenarnya, ada 2 jawatan yg makcik/pakcik rekemen kan but saya dah terlewat bbrp minggu so the posts were taken by someone else. poor me!!!! but never give up,rite?Peluang ada di mana2 betul tak?

Kalau nak tau, makcik aku daftarkan nama aku untuk ikut kursus(with her) untuk buat "bun".<< bunyi cam p'puan je kan.coz im pretty sure most of the participants are women but i guess ilmu tak mengenal jantina. plus its a new thing and a good thing for me. mana tau boleh bukak kedai kek & bun pulak suatu hari nanti kan? anyway, kursus tu start this monday - wed. i just hope that i'll find lot of Gf-s there!!! ha ha :p

Kampung!!

dah seminggu dah aku balik kampung, dan berat badan aku pun dah bertambah. my family telah mengemukkan aku dengan kelamabakan buah-buahan dan variasi makanan yang ada kat rumah ni. u name it..rambutan, durian, cempedak...ahhh lepas ni kena puasa seminggu pula.

BROTHERLY LOVE

as far as i remembered, i never had a good contact with my brother. simple conversation, simple talk and simple anything. that was i used to be when i with him. but it all change after i came back from KL. yup, maybe its a little strange to see a strong connection between man to man esp the person is your own sibling.we barely talk and only open our mouth just to say "where's mom?", "hey, phone call for you" @ something like that<<.
now, he tells me about his GF, asks about my opinion, sometimes we go out to town together and talk about sport, football and anything.(what a surprise!!!). i saw a lot of differences in him. he became more thinkable and mature in whatever he did. he transformed from this bad to this more-think-about-future good guy.
i dont care whatever the reason for his transformation but im glad to see him act this way. i am happy to see him finally turned into something 'valueable'. YO BRO!! i can say i am soooooooo proud of you.

APA2 PUN....BALIK KAMPUNG DULU!!!!

wah bestnya, saat yang di tunggu akhirnya telah tiba. thanks to atie yg tlh bermurah hati meminjamkan kad credit kakaknya untuk menempah tiket aku. kalau tiada apa2 halangan, aku aku terbang ke SABAH hari sabtu ni;Air Asia, jam 10.30 malam. hmm..dah terbayang2 di kepala ni apa nak buat kat sana. mebbe nak jumpa semua sedara-mara dulu(lepaskan rindu), pastu baru fikir ttg offer kerja.
but bila dah sampai sana, rasanya tak tau lagi bila nak balik sini(Melaka.2nd hometown). then im gonna miss KL so much pulak.....but one thing for sure . aku pasti kembali sbb all my sibs r here so there's a reason why i need to came here more often. plus.. i have a lot more friends here!!!!!MISSS YA All!!!!

LONDON!!!

sungguh tak ku sangka pada hari yang sama aku dpt tawaran untuk belajar dlm media brodcasting dkt Reading,UK. pada hari tu juga seluruh dunia di gemparkan dgn bbrp siri letupan di London. macam tak nak bagi aku pegi je....!!!

UNTITLED

tak pasti la kalau idea nak melarikan diri(saya dah lari pun, not idea anymore) ni satu idea yang bijak sebab aku sendiri pun tak tau nak pergi mana. tapi apa yang pasti, aku tidak lagi mendengar rungutan, teriakan kakak aku yang panas baran dan "affair" hanya mampu tunduk dan membisu. bukan aku tak nak masuk campur( i tried but, someone stopped me)malah situasi macam ini aku dah lalui banyak kali. dan boleh dikatakan inilah kemuncaknya. perang dunia paling dahsyat sebenarnya datang dari kemarahan dalam diri kita sendiri yang bila tidak mampu dibendung, apinya bakal meletus dan mengegarkan dunia. detik ini juga membuatkan aku menangis lagi semenjak kali terakhir (yg aku ingat) the day my bro died 3 years ago. bukan menangisi apa yang berlaku, dan melihat semuanya berakhir tetapi sedih kerana aku tak mampu berbuat apa untuk membetulkan keadaan. patutkah aku salahkan diri sendiri, hell NO!!!tapi saya sebenarnya tertanya mengapa semua kejadian "buruk" berlaku semuanya di depan mata aku sendiri ,ibarat aku menjadi saksi terhadap semua kebiadapan peribadi yang berlaku dalam drama kehidupan keluarga aku. mengapa mesti aku? kesannya, aku sendiri yang tertekan, begitu banyak cerita, rahsia dan kemarahan terpendam yang telah aku simpan. aku rasa perasaan dan kepercayaan aku terhadap kehidupan, perhubungan sudah berubah. aku tak pasti lagi yang mana benar dan salah. aku hilang penilaian terhadap kebaikan yang ada pada diri aku. mebbe thats why i really want to be rude, be someone yang tidak lagi memiliki sebarang perasaan terhadap apa jua perkara yg menyakitkan dan menyedihkan.

YET ANOTHER BALL STORY

THE DAY REPLAYED - The 52nd and last match at the FIFA World Youth Championship Netherlands 2005 was always destined to provide an entry in the annals of history. Argentina would either pull clear of the rest with a fifth FIFA World Youth Championship triumph, or Nigeria would become
read more>>FIFA World youth Championship @fifa.com

LEPAS GERAM!!!

What do you feel if someone says this to you "hey b****, you cant hide from me anymore, i just saw you with your new car. wonder who's that handsome indian guy sitting next to you? you **** must be so lucky with his **** everynite." i am so angry, feel like i wanna slap his face million times. if i am in thailand rite now, his head was already bent on ground. i didnt like much about my sister either but if someone crosses the line i get pissed off. he was blinded by these bad beliefs so he can even see the truth. hey bloody f*****' mad guy, you r the most stupidest person on planet rite now.

ALL JOY AND ..... GLORY!!

im so happy that BRAZIL won the final match early thiz morning. it was a great game, great performance from both teams but obviously brazil still No 1.
news>>Brazil storm engulfs swamped Argentina

Ordinary day

did nothing today, just walked around town spending my time looking at people passed me by. i went to commisioner of oaths office today and i was so lucky the officer didnt charge any cent to prove my certificates.

CERITA DARI MAHKAMAH

malas betul la pagi ni, dah la kena bangun awal utk temankan kakak aku pi mahkamah.pastu kena pula berdepan dengan not-yet-x-husband dia yang sewel. boring kena tunggu hakim dia selama 40 minit, kes kakak aku pula yang paling last. geram, dah lah orang sewel tu buat hal..kena tangguh pula hari lain. betul2 tak faham la, sama ada org. sewel tu dah memang sewel atau tak faham bahasa. sekejap kata setuju, lepas tu tak, lepas tu nak buat tuntutan.. "hey ****, you r da most stupid person i ever met,pendirian langsung tak tetap". nak saman malu, tapi kesalahan dia 200% lagi besar.rasa malu ada gak sebab si sewel tu menyebabkan court-room tu jadi kecoh w/pun kelakuan dia tu memalukan diri sendiri.
but anyway, w/pun pertama kali masuk mahkamah but i've learnt a lot. 1. setiap orang berdepan dengan masalah rumahtangga setiap masa. 2.bekerja sbgi peguam mahupun hakim is a COOL Job. sbb dorang ada kuasa untuk menentukan keputusan.

Cerita2:
- ada yang blom sampai setahun kawen dah nak cerai
- paling banyak kes, suami tak datang mahkamah.
- poligami.

apa2pun, there's one thing i know, dlm tempoh terdekat ni belum tergerak hati lagi nak kawen.
(mebbe sbb aku masih muda!!!!!)

BALL GRANTED II

satu daripada game yg paling sengit n mendebarkan. but im so glad argentina goes final!!

BALL GRANTED = BRAZIL WON!!!

BRAZIL goes FINAL!!!!

Perasmian KAMIKITA GE : MLCCA Master center

days b4
semua sibuk buat tempahan, angkat kerusi meja.
nite b4
acara meniup belon dan mengantung riben2,n susun bunga2an, lap lantai.(macam parti b-day aje)
morning
susun meja kerusi. n siap2kan apa yang patut.
evening
kena potong buah, susun kuih muih, masak air.<<--im good. sbb food all around. yang malang pintu dapur terkunci terpaksa pecahkan. da nite
semua bjalan lancar,ramai org dtg, makanan pun habis.me?duk sorang dlm bilik tgk bola!!!
next morning
paling leceh sbb kena kemas semua balik!!!

BOLA!!BOLA!!

Salah satu kelebihan tak ada kerja tetap sekarang ialah tak perlu risau untuk bangun awal untuk pergi kerja ataupun tidur lewat ditengah malam(mebbe = awal pagi}.apatah lagi musim2 bola cam ni. he he kalau ikutkan hati rasanya tahun depan pun nak cuti setahun lagi baru mulakan hidup baru.sebab? tahun depan ada world cup!!!actually, saya pun tak tahu mengapa sejak setahun-dua ni aku minat sangat dengan bola, mebbe sebab masa kecik2 dulu aku takde peluang nak main bola betul2. so bila dah besar2 ni, balas dendam la....(<<---blamed my farther for it).but anyway, malam ni semi final ; BRAZIL vs GERMANY. Go BRAZIL!!!!

Balik Kampung!!

seronoknya balik kampung!!!

Rindu kat Mak!!!

setelah 8 bulan tanpa khabar berita untuk mak aku.akhirnya aku berpeluang melepaskan rindu kat mak aku via my sista's phone. he he actually, aku guna phone kat office kat aku masa dorang semua pi outstation. bila dah ada peluang, aku bantai cakap lama2 skit.
rasa lega bila dapat cakap dengan mak aku. mom i love you very much!!!! muaaahhhh!!!

now who's da boss?

now everything were set up, i got my own company, be the boss(actually the 2nd boss)
and have my own name card. what more do i need in life? but the most important thing from now on is how to raise money or GET money. im going to pay myself so i have to find it. how? well, i dont know coz i actually dont know what on my sister's mind. the plan? the future? ahh, just hope everything will be ok. yup, "Gemilang Enterprise"(<<--wierd name) will be officially launced on 25 june.

still ME!!

he he seminggu lepas aku berenti krj. aku gi lepak kat rumah akak aku kat kajang pastu melawat2 rumah kak iza selama seminggu. pastu balik kat rumah akak aku.
nampak cam simple je kehidupan aku ni kan. yelah tak buat itu ini, just dok membuta n mengemukkan badan kat rumah je.
but im here back at malacca sbb my sister 1 dah buka kedai so im in charge of it takla boring sangat dok rumah sorang2 kan.

Maple Story III

3 sekawan he he!

Maple Story II

he he dah jadi !!

Maple Story

he he this is me!!!blom jadi apa2 lagi baru level 9..tgh bercanda dengan ^^

Impian Jadi Nyata

bukan masuk final AF3 ke apa, cuma akhirnya setelah menunggu peluang untuk bertandang ke rumah kak iza akhirnya apa yg dihajati sudah tercapai.
but agak mengecewakan bila faril tak datang sekali tapi takpe masih ada masa.
actually tak sabar nak jumpa atie sbb baru bbrp hari lepas dia sampai KL untuk temankan bapa dia jat IJN,apa2pun doakan moga dia dan sekeluarga sihat selalu.
lagi satu, nak tunggu reply harim -member parktikal untuk reply email aku..he he plsszzz harim....!!!

Berkhidmat untuk negara

Masih teringat sewaktu saya menjalankan latihan praktikal di Jabatan Penerangan setahun lepas untuk projek akhir pengajian saya. Saya bersama beberapa org rakan Zita(member st kolej), 4 pelajar dr kolej lain dan 2 org UUM senior lain.

Kami dikehendaki untuk membuat beberapa sistem yang berkaitan dengan pembangunan laman web dan kami masing2 mengerah otak dan idea(mebbe a lil) sehingga kesemua kami mendapat keputusan yang cemerlang hasil dari projek bersama kami tersebut.
sistem maklumat carian berkaitan penerbitan untuk jabatan penerangan. hari ini, saya cuba2 untuk menjenguk apa yang kami hasilkan dan sungguh saya tak sanggka kerana sistem itu telah pun digunakan.w/pun tiada siapa pun yang sebenarnya tahu namun sumbangan kecil ini boleh dikira membatu kerajaan .

lawat la http://www.penerangan.gov.my . << this is actually our final project!
w/pun bukan la hasil penuh saya, tapi sekurang2nya saya boleh berbangga bila idea saya diguna pakai. kerana saya ingat lagi untuk pertama kali ketika saya menjejaki bahagian teknologi maklumat(tingkat 11) pada kali pertama. laman web ini ketika itu belum lagi seceria dan lengkap. namun kini, komen saya ia 80% lebih baik, dan lebih berguna. Syabas!!!

emm..normal

hari ni bangun lewat sedar2 je dah pukul 11 pg(eleh mmg sll cam tu pun) but tq sbb akak sy dah masak breakfast yg sedap2.

so tgh hari sy bersiap untuk pergi ke rumah sepupu untuk kemas dan ambil bbrp barang yg sy tinggalkan bbrp minggu lalu. yg paling tak best, sy start tunggu bus pukul 12 tapi bas pi rumah sepupu sy tu ada bila jam 4.30. punya la bosan dok sorang2 kat melaka sentral.rasa cam nak balik tidur je tp kena pegi jugak sbb hari ni masa yg sy ada untuk ambil baju2 sy tu.

tido kat sana!!

Owh..akhirnya

ok setelah menunggu sekian lama, akhirnya my sister and i dah pun berpindah tetapi sekadar pindah untuk memenuhi syarat tuan rumah yang kami harus pergi dari rumah itu sebelum 3 hb.

so petang yg boring, sambil mengemas semua barang2. saya ada 2 beg je tapi yg malas kena tolong skali kemas brg2 akak yg berkotak2 tu(susah la jd perempuan - tudung je dah satu kotak besar tau).boring tak kisah sgt but yg lecehnya saya pula kena angkat semua benda2 berat(peti ais,mesin basuh etc) tu masuk dlm lori and akak sy pula asyik cakap "ya yg tu, ok yg ni pula". geram tu geram jugak tapi semangat nak pindah tu dah berkobar2. time tu hujan dan nasib baik ada sorg jiran tolong so boleh tahan la sabar tu.

but apa2 pun hajat sy untuk lari dari rumah lama dah tercapai w/pun apa yang dijanjikan 'jauh dari apa yg disangkakan" sebab kami bukannya berpindah ke KL tapi hanya di melaka juga..

Reez List : 10 Most Wanted(i want 'em) Malaysian Chics!

1.siti Nurhaliza
2.Amber chia
3.nasha aziz
4.tengku azura
5.deanna yusof
6.azura zainal
7.fasha sanda
8.fazura
9.aleeya
10.amani

Balik Kampung...

im still here d melaka, menunggu janji sista1 (dah brp minggu dah) untuk pindah rumah baru. kata terbaru yang mebbe kami akan pindah esok or day after tomorrow. but apa2pun kami semestinya kena berpindah sebelum penghujung april(2 hari lagi) bak kata tuan empunya rumah la.satu alasan nak cepat pindah supaya saya dapat jumpa balik member2 lama.

my aunt baru je call pagi ni bertanya kalau kalau saya ingin nak balik kampung(mestilah nak!!).
dia cakap lebih baik kalau saya ada di sana, keluarga dekat dan she can find a better job for me since saya dah masuk dlm senarai graduan menganggur sejak 2 minggu lalu. but still i have to consider many things before i make my decision. dan saya ada 2 hari sebelum saya tel. balik makcik dan beritahu keputusan saya. jikalau saya memilih tidak, then life must go on.here on KL kena cari kerja baru pulak. but if i choose yes, not only i get a new job but a free flight ticket to go back home. jawapan nya agak jelas tapi i dont make any decision yet.
mungkin lepas ni sebelum tido kena fikir sedalam2nya kebaikan dan keburukan pilihan2 dan keputusan hasil dari pilihan saya itu nanti.

disebalik semua kerunsingan, hari ini saya berpeluang untuk 'relax' kat gunung ledang resort. yup, mandi sungai sebab dah brp tahun tak rasa sejuk air sungai. he he memang best sampai tak sedar dah hampir 6 jam berendam kat sungai.. he he w/pun sejuk tapi bak kata org bercinta, lepas rindu.rindu kat sungai.

Qs and As!!

Q;What happened for the past 3 days?
ada tiga perkara menarik yang berlaku, pertamanya kejadian aku diganggu dengan lelaki gila-x, katak strikes back dan last skali 'my lonely'.

Q;My lonely?
he he bukan apa sunyi aku duk kat rumah sorang2, dah la TV dah angkat pi rumah baru, kakak pula pi KL, H/phone pulak rosak nasib baik ada cd walkman yg baru beli..so dlm minggu ni asyik2 dengar lagu 3DD,swithcfoot,Evanesence kira cam dah hafal dah semua lagu2 dorang.

Q;What about the frog?
semua pun tau yang aku dah buang katak tu jauh2 kan, but yg ajaibnya 2 hari lepas dia datang lagi.(tapi cam katak lain - mebbe member dia).so, geram punya pasal aku letak katak tu bawah tudung saji. so jadilah "katak di bawah tudung saji"

Q;Hmm..tertanya2 ttg lelaki gila-x tu?
sebenarnya, lelaki tu tauke kedai makan yang selalu aku pergi. mmg dari dulu lagi dia dah keep eyeing on me but i thought it was nuthing more than customer-seller business. but ada suatu hari tu dia dtg pas tu tanya yg bukan2.errgh...

Q;Any plans for the next few days?
well, tunggu nak pindah rumah dulu, baru fikir nak cari kerja mebbe pegi agensi(ikut cdgn kwn2) pastu kena mula dari awal la...

Aku masih di sini.....

sepatutnya semalam saya dan kakak1 sudah pun berangkat ke KL, ke rumah baru kami. namun atas sebab-sebab yang tak dapat dielakkan, aku masih berada di Melaka bumi bertuah ini(mungkin sehingga akhir minggu ini).

labih sukar lagi saya terpaksa ditinggalkan bersendirian bersama anak buah(6 tahun), maksudnya saya kena uruskan persekolahan sementara utk 2-3 hari ...kena bangun awal, hantar pegi sekolah then kena buat makanan..ceh teringat macam dulu2. but i take that as a challenge, a duty to help my sister.

hari tu saya dah tgk rupa rumah baru kami dan im so happy coz i'll get a better n bigger room.funny thing is i already plan for what i am gonna do with my bedroom. room's color,with lotsa posters he he he. lepas tu bila dah sampai kat sana nanti, baru la teruskan perancangan nak buat apa seterusnya dengan hidup ni.

cerita pasal katak misteri yg tak lagi muncul, ni ada pula makhluk baru yang menghuni atas ceiling bedroom saya.i dont hv any clue what the creature is but benda tu suka mencakar, 'berlari'(terutamanya waktu siang). rasa takut jugak tapi malas nak ambil tahu sbb nanti tiba2 dia serang ke apa ke? sapa susah..aku jugak..

Katak Misteri dan, Aku

"Jump in the waterSweet little princessLet me introduce his frognessYou alone can get him singingHe's all puffed up, wanna be your kingOh you can do itC'mon Lady kiss that frog" kiss that frog -peter gabriel

this is not a fairytale nor manipulation of my imagination from 'princess and the frog prince'(cant remember the title but sounds like that) but a REAL,magical story happened for the past week at my bedroom.

last month i was visiting my sister( not to meet her) but just want to pick stuff from my bedroom.but more surprisingly when i found out i had a new company behind myb/room door, someone small called "Pseudacris triseriata" (i dunno whr the hell i get that name) actually its a brown frog . but for the first time, i treated it well and i just let it stay since im rarely sleep in my sis1 house.

but month later(bulan ni la..minggu ni secara spesifik).i kinda freak out when i came back and met my companion right whr i left it and amazingly, still alive. so, i took this long stick and a big plastic and removed it(the day i discovered that im also a Ranidaphobia-afraid of frog) outside the house but only to find that the mysterious frog appeared to be in the same spot next morning. i did this couple of times but till next day it seemed that the frog knew where to go. trust me when i said ive tried everything, threw it to the abandoned-well behind our house and threw it to' longkang ' but the frog will always knows how to return.

but for the last time, last night i t kissed the frog and it turned out to be the most beautiful
woman ive ever seen.its avril lavigne ok ok i got carried away... i just put the frog outside the house and told 'her' to go away " u r not belong here" and when i woke up this morning, the frog is not there anymore....

My world keeps spinning backwards and upside down

"I wanted to find somewhere to hideAnd I opened up and left those fears insideAnd I wanted to be anyone elseOnly to find that there was noone there but meBut I woke up to real lifeAnd I realised its not worth running from anymore"-the real life 3DD

everyone knows that im no longer working at the office i used to spend my7hours everyday. rude way on how i sent my resign letta via fax and without calling 'em to say goodbye. i felt kinda guilty(esp to my cousin) who worked hard to introduce me to this company but i was just leaving 'em without word, in return.

my routine for the past 3 days totally different from the ordinary day ive ever lived.
i was just staring on the empty ceiling at my bedroom:doing nuthing: pretending that everything will be alright. but still afraid to face the truth that i have to move on.

kalau bukan kerana kakak1 yang mendesak untuk mengikutinya (utk urusan perniagaan) mungkin alasan untuk berhenti kerja tidak akan saya lakukan begitu awal. ya dengan janji kononnya saya akan mendapat kerja yang lagi OK, saya terperangkap lalu akhirnya 'yang dikendong berciciran,yang dikejar tak dapat'. Malang, sungguh malang tapi masalah tidak akan berakhir di sini kerana 2@3 hari lagi , sy pula terpaksa(ive no other choice) berpindah ke KL bersamanya.

Apa2 pun buat masa ni, saya terpaksa berdepan dengan sepupu saya dan ceritakan segala supaya atau sekurang2nya kemarahan dia reda sedikit.

3 Doors Down

i bought 3 Doors down cd yesterday coz i saw their new Video " let me go" on MTV which is very cool.
i love them very much and their songs never failed me. here's my fave from 3DD latest album -seventeen days

"Be Somebody"
The shades gone up
Mothers staring down
She don't know where he's been
Or how long he's been out
She said 'Boy i'm tired of waiting up
while your out with your friends'
He said 'Mom im tired and
im living my life the best way that I can

'Cause i'm trying to be somebody
I'm not trying to be somebody else
This life is mine
i'm livingDon't you know me?
I wont ever let you down

The day has come
The sun is moving on
She don't know where he'll go
Or when he's coming home
She said 'Son take care,
don't let your dreams get too far out of sight'
He said 'I love you now, don't worry about me
you know i'll be fine'

Cause i'm trying to be somebody
I'm not trying to be somebody else
This life is mine i'm living
Don't you know me?
I wont ever let you down

Pening kuasa Dua

i had these complicated things need to be solved today. but i don't even know where to start with. i made a list, put on priority but the result turned out the same. i really need someone to help me !!!

Minat, Alan Smith dan Manchester

kebelakangan ini, masa bekerja yang ketat menyukarkan saya untuk menonton rancangan kegemaran di TV. terlepas banyak perlawanan EPL, fave shows dan MTV.nak jadikan cerita, hari tu saya dah berazam nak bangun pukul 3 pagi sebab nak tengok perlawanan chealsea vs barcelona tapi malangnya nite before saya OT kerja so tersangat mengantuk n terlelap. but the best thing happened was the sweet dream i had whr i met all MU players at old traffod stadium. From ruud to gigs. hah!! ron is my best buddy. so dorang tengah buat satu party ,ramai orang and saya saja2 datangla.. then tiba2alan smith datang dan cakap 'i want to take picture with you'.wow, best gile, macam saya pula yang jadi pemain popular kat england tu.saya ingat satu2 soalan yg saya tanya kat alan "u used to play with leeds rite?"sebenarnya, saya bukanlah peminat besar MU but since mimpi tu, i love MU dan sekarang ni saya dah start beli magazine n jersey dorang.wow, trust the power of dream!!